So I am having my semester test now,
yeah I know it's not a right time to update my blog now
but too much of feeling to be expressed after today's test.
Big big sighs that I screw up both bio and chemistry paper.
I used to do well in chemistry but now...
the worst thing was there is one question appeared in my monthly test before,
I got it correct for monthly test but screw up during this semester test.
SHIT right.
Biology, I regret for taking it since few months ago.
I am one who likes bio and I hate memorizing things nowadays.
But then, the decision has been made and nothing could be change.
I feel like giving up A level, but I know I shouldn't.
No matter how bad is my grade, perhaps I should just stay?
Last time I even get 50+ for additional math, but I end up maintaining
90+ throughout Form 5.
Where's my determination? Where's my courage?
Where have they been??
I just hope that one day, they will come back to me.
